John 20:19-31
Grace, Mercy, and Peace be to you from God our
Father and from our Risen Savior and Lord, Jesus Christ: Amen!
So it has been seven days since this Good News that Jesus has
risen. Has it sunken in yet? Have you gotten over the excitement? Sometimes I
think this reading should be read on Easter Sunday rather than seven days after
the News that Jesus has risen. I do believe that it is Good to have God’s news
and the immediate shock of seeing Jesus and having him identify the people he
was close to see that he is indeed alive. It gives us the chance to be shocked
as well. It gives us all the chance to experience the tomb being empty as the
new beginning.
I also think that today is an important day for reading, maybe
even on Easter morning. I believe it is important because we need to look at
where the disciples are and what is their situation. So let’s do that this
morning; let’s look at their situation. These 11 are sitting in a room and the
door is locked. It is closed up; nothing gets in and nothing gets out. I wonder
what that is all about? Several theologians have some ideas about the door
being shut and I agree with their arguments.
The first one goes like this: They are locked in the room
because they hung out with Jesus. They were Jesus disciples. They know all that
Jesus taught and so they will carry on the teachings of Jesus. Remember, Jesus
spoke out against the Pharisees and Sadduccees. He went around teaching that
God is the one who makes people clean. He taught that the traditions that the
leaders of the day were teaching was not according to God’s will. He taught
that God’s forgiveness was offered to all who sought it; yes, there was God’s
judgment but Jesus taught that it was never too late to seek and give
forgiveness. Jesus went into the world proclaiming the Word of God. Basically,
he was saying that God goes beyond a temple. Jesus taught all these things so
there might be the fear, on the disciples part, that they would be sought out
and they would be next to endure what happened to Jesus. You know, it’s the “Oh
no! I am going to be next” thought.
Then there is this thought: After all that Jesus taught these 11
people, after all they had been through together – I mean, they saw Jesus heal,
sit and eat with the unclean. Jesus taught them about God and God’s grace and
mercy. They got to see, firsthand, the Son of God going into the world and
doing all things that I just spoke of; they were witnesses to the power and
Glory of God. They received the New Commandment to “love one another as I have
loved you – after all that, when it came to the most difficult part of Jesus’
arrest what did they do? They scattered. They took off and left Jesus to fend
for himself. Peter, who said he would never deny Jesus, did exactly what he
said he would not do. Sure he followed but when it came to people noticing who
he was, he swore an oath that he didn’t know Jesus. So, they could have been
locked in this room, not out of fear, but out of shame. Shame for falling short
with the Son of God.
Whatever reason they are locked up tight, there is one thing
that is certain. Jesus comes to them. There are no doors that can locked or
unlocked that keeps Jesus out of this room. There is nothing that Keeps Jesus
from coming to them. Not only does he come to them, but he brings them peace.
He brings God’s peace upon a room full of people that may have felt guilt or
shame for their actions of fleeing. He brings God’s peace to a room full of
people that might be in fear of being next to suffer the same fate as their
beloved teacher. He brings God’s peace to once again be with those who knew him
best, who listened to him, questioned him about God, followed his sending them
out into the world by twos to proclaim the love and healing power of God.
I think we can relate to these disciples. I am sure that we have
all had times in our lives where we were afraid, scared, or felt guilt from
something that we said or did. Our lives are not perfect, which may come as a
shock to some; we do make mistakes and sometimes we do things that are
intentional. More clearly there are times when we put our wants and desires
before considering others. There are times when we have to make tough decisions
that are not popular; that may happen in our personal lives, in our jobs, and
sometimes in our social lives. We may feel the guilt of feeling happy because
we get to keep our job while a friend lost theirs. We may feel scared that our
job may be next. Marriages may need to end because of abuse or neglect and
there can be the double whammy of shame and guilt.
These are things that make us want to be like the disciples; we
might want to lock that door to where no one can get in or out. It might be
like a room where the only light that gets in is from a flashlight or candle.
These feelings of fear and/or guilt can make us want to be lost or not visible
to the world or to God.
But the Good News is that God still comes in that door. A door
cannot keep Jesus, the Son of God, from coming into the room to offer us all
the same peace that was offered to the disciples. It is that peace that with
God, forgiveness, mercy, and love are possible and they are real. They are real
because Jesus shows us that they are real. They are real in that Jesus comes to
them to bring them peace and show them the scars that he endured through his
crucifixion; and despite those nail wounds and the sword piercing his side,
that God still offers new life to the disciples and TO US! Those scars don’t
disappear, but because of Jesus on the cross and because of his resurrection,
God shows us that the scars are not what define us but it is that mercy and
love that God shows us and commands us to share with one another that help
define us as children of the living and loving God.
I was speaking with someone this week about a friend who was
invited to come to church. As he invited the person, the reason for not coming
to church was that “I will come to church when I take it seriously.” When
questioned as to what that means the friend explained that he still drinks and
curses…Obviously he has not heard of the Lutheran Pastor Naida Bolz-Webber who
wrote a book about how she curses and yet God called her to a thriving
ministry. This person has not heard of a Lutheran Pastor who was a sailor and
has seen some of the worst things that humans can do horrible things to one
another…such as teenagers killing other teenagers for shoes.
This is not to put that person down. It is to show that we all
do things that we may not want God to see. But God comes to us and is just
waiting for us to ask God to be part of our lives. God’s message is to NOT let
fear and guilt rule our lives. Let the Good News of the resurrected Christ and
the teachings of Jesus define who we are and how we act as children of God.
I think this reading may just be in the right place. The
excitement of finding the tomb empty may have long gone with the passing of the
week. But my hope and prayer is that today’s Gospel sustains you in knowing
that God is always there with us; in our good times as well as our worst times
and may we all be comforted in knowing this.